Another Monday

ok so i have really been slacking and havent been writing on my page as much as I use to. I must have been caught up with the newness of it when i first started cuz i was up late at night trying post sumthn lol. do i really wanna do this anymore?? i guess i could delete it...

Back again

Having done a post since Saturday, felt the need to write today. Back at work, same ole same ole, LITERALLY!! Same customers, same complaints, I've just about had it!!!!! Aaaaarrrggghhh!!!! I am in desperate need of a vacation or just a change of senary. Id rather go to the beach relax, and watch Brady splash in the water and scream, or Id rather sit across a table with a candle lit dinner with my Boo, looking in his eyes, holding his hands, laughing and talking with him, with not a care in the world. I'd rather be on a table getting rubbed down with massage oils, listening to calming music as I relax and clear my mind and think happy thoughts...whew for a moment there I was gone, let me get back to work, cuz this customer is talking to me and Im not hearing a thing lol

Half Marathon

My Mother

Here's mommy! Before she could make it to the finish line she started crying (of course) so we all ran out to her congratulating her and screaming mommy. This was a very emotional moment for her as well as most of the family members present AND her brother who was on the phone (that was funny) I was soooo excited for her, major feat! On top of her finishing the half "thon" without the ambulance having to pick her up (way to go!) she finished in less than the 4 hrs alotted for the whole thing. : ) hats off to mommy, see you in Boston for the whole marathon!!

GOOOOO MOMMY!!!

So tomorrow is the big day for my mommy! She's doing the half marathon starting at 6 a.m. Ima be up about 5 trying to get me n Bray ready. We are so proud of Mom, for those of you who no here, this is major stuff for her to do. She's showing extreme discipline and determination and has been since she started her training in January. She's losing weight and looking great! This had definitely giving her a renewed energy and liveliness that Ive never seen in her prior to now. Way to go mommy! See you at the finish line!!!!

FLYY mommy and baby!!

So this is me and Brady, being all "flyy" yesterday lol. I was cleaning out my closet and found my "about to go get my hair done hat" put Brady's on him and BAM we were looking so cute I had to put this on here. I had to take the pic with a quickness because baby doesnt like hats on his head for some odd reason. Makes me mad cuz he's so adorable in them!!!

I've Changed

My post on moving on is about me growing up and letting go of things and ways that I have been holding on to. Letting go of emotions, feelings, attitudes, mindsets, the things that have held me back in the past from enjoying life and the people in my life to the fullest. Moving on from my childish and spoiled tendencies that have, can, and will keep me from gaining the most out of life. Moving on from allowing myself to be stressed out over the small stuff, and focusing on the big things in life that really matter.

Moving On

Its amazing how you know a problem can't fix itself, its amazing how you dont even think about that until someone confronts you with that statement. But how often have we settled for letting that happen and, in turn, lose something or someone very special and important to us? Anything worth having is worth fighting for...whatever happened to that?? We get lost in pride, not wanting to admit to our faults and mistakes and just live with the sorrow and regret of our fallen magnum opus that we put so much time heart and effort into building. We should not settle for the cliche "You never know what you have until its gone." Realize what you have, when you have it, always do what you can with what you have where you are and life will be much sweeter! Well I'm not gonna be one of those. Pride means nothing when it comes to matters of the heart, so im leaving the past behind me, gonna enjoy my present and prepare for my future. Gotta let it all go-pride, fear, doubt and disbelief....FREE MY MIND...IM MOVING ON!!

And this is the other responsible party!

Terrance Derrell Carter

Some decisions in life we just aren't able to get right. I clearly could not pick the right father for my child (one loooong story) so God had to hand pick him for me! Thank goodness for a creator who looks out for us when we dont have sense enough to look out for ourselves. If it wasnt for him coming into my life August 4, 2008 I would not be the woman I am today and my son would not have a father. So Thank you God and thank you Terrance (for everything) I love you :*

Here's a Kodak moment

Now this is one of those moments that make you melt. Nothing like having the two most special men in your life driving you around.

Heeeere's Brayden!

Here is the bestest kid in the whole wide world. This little guy has changed my life in so many ways that I have completed forgotten what life was like before having him. He is my pride and joy, my headache and pain, the one who makes me laugh and cry, fuss and smile, the person who wakes me up at 3 a.m. JUST because he can no longer feel me in the bed next to him-and WONT go back til sleep til I wrap my arm around him. He is the reason I rush home from work, just to see this sweet face and hear his little voice.

lunch break

1 hour is not long enough!

Silence

I've heard it said that silence is golden...but what about in a relationship

I've heard it said that silence between two people means they both have something they want to say to each other but don't know how to say it

Is this really true?

sleepy

well this blogging stuff is more work than i thought so im gonna shut it down for the night n do sumthns tomorrow. Bon Souir!!

where do i start

Ok, Ive heard of blogging before but it never caught my interest til my big sis did one. Im kinda excited about this cuz Ive never even been into facebook or myspace or any of the such, but this seems more real to me anyway. So...lets just call this page a work in progress